End Period: 1810-1820

Ludwig van Beethoven in 1804, by Willibrord Joseph Mahler 

Portrait courtesy of Wikipedia

27 January, 1821

This past decade has been filled with love and sadness. Although I have loved, I have also lost. In the year of 1812, at the recommendation of my doctor, I traveled to Teplitz for hydrotherapy and to rest and recuperate. It was then that I wrote my letters to my beloved immortal. I shall not mention her name here, although in my mind, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Her mere face sends compositions rushing through my head, and the sound of her voice is like the music I aim to compose. I've written many letters to her, many of which I've burned, many of which I've kept in secret, and none of which I have sent. One of my hidden letters contain my words: "My angel, my all, my very self - a few words only today, and in pencil. Why such profound sorrow when necessity speaks? Can our love endure but through sacrifice - but through not demanding all - canst thou alter it that thou art not wholly mine, and I not wholly thine?" Yet, my beloved immortal would never read this letter, for I would never send it.

Mystery woman whose portrait was found inside Beethoven's secret drawer

Immortal Beloved?

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Besides issues with my love life, Teplitz was also a place where I became notorious. Also in the year of 1812, my friend Goethe and I were walking around in a park behind the puny castle of Teplitz. It was there that Goethe spotted the Empress of Austria and her retinue walking just as we had been. Rushing over there like an idiot, he gave a deep bow to the Empress, and insisted I did the same. As if! I, the great Beethoven, bow to an Empress? Heavens, of course not! I was born so kings and queens could bow down to me! And not I to them! Of course, I intentionally strode right past her with my hat firmly placed upon my head and my arms tightly crossed over my chest. My friend Goethe was horrified, and he broke off our friendship at that incident. Who cares? I don't need any friends. There are hundreds of over people begging to be friends with me, and tens of other nobles waiting in line to bow down to me.

The Incident of Teplitz by Carl Rohling

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Besides the few occurings in 1812, there were also a few accomplishments I made in the year of 1814. When the Congress of Vienna met, all the heads of state gathered together to determine the fate of Europe after Napoleon's dictatorship. Thus, I was invited to play at their court many times, earning the fame and admiration of many political leaders of my time. I was a happy and proud man then.

In 1815, a series of unfortunate events occurred. First, my brother, Kaspar Karl died on November 15th. As if that wasn't bad enough, he wrote in his will that I and his widow would be joint-guardians of his then 9-year old son, Karl. This began my long and tiring battle for full custody of my nephew, since I believed his mother to be a fickle and irresponsible woman unfit to care for my brother's son. I despised that ugly and immoral Johanna! I was serious in raising the boy right, and I was most certain she did not possess the same attitude I did when regarding the boy's future. It was during this period of time that I stopped composing for a short while. During my hiatus, I frequently fell ill due to the strain I was put under while fighting for sole guardianship of my nephew. Only five years later would I finally win my lawsuit to become Karl's sole guardian.

I must attend to my nephew now, for it would be irresponsible of me to spend so much of my time fighting for custody of the boy and not spend my time caring for him to make sure his future is a successful one. Goodnight.

Sincerely,

Favorite Sonatas and Symphony No. 9

SONATE
Tempest Sonata

d-minor, Op. 31, No. 2

Countess Anne Margarete von Browne gewidmet

Komponiert 1802

1st Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r3N58G9DRaA

2nd Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeT5etiaJOI&feature=related

3rd Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyGPclYqk7I&feature=related

SONATE
Appassionata Sonata

Count Franz Brunswick gewidmet

f-minor, Op. 57, No. 23

Komponiert 1804 - 1805

1st Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlcVu8SLDdo&feature=channel

2nd Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gdUWdDVriI&feature=channel

3rd Movement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4o3eiEHmJUA&feature=channel



SINFONIE

Frederich Wilhelm III of Prussia gewidmet

d-minor, Op. 125, No. 9

Komponiert 1822-1824

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAOTCtW9v0M



Last Years: 1820-1827

Ludwig van Beethoven in 1815, by Willibrord Joseph Mahler

Portrait courtesy of timelines.com



4, December 1827

Nothing much has happened in these past few years. I finished my ninth symphony in 1823. Also, in that same year, I met a sharp and bright young lad, who I feel will have the makings of a great musician later on. Franz Liszt, a young Hungarian lad, was only 11 years old when I came to his concert to see him perform on April 13th. Oh what a great player the boy was! If only my nephew, Karl, had the same talent his boy possessed.

Unfortunately, my  nephew is somewhat of a dunce . . . no, scratch that. My nephew is a complete idiot when it comes to the appreciation of the finer qualities of music! He could not tell a C note from an A, while I his uncle, who shares his blood, who is the greatest composer on Earth, who cannot hear, can tell the difference between all the notes on the piano! Oh, I should not work myself up, for the doctor has told me to keep my blood pressure down, else it will imped my other illnessses that have plagued my life.

Anyways, after Liszt's performance, I went over to the boy and congratulated him heartily, so impressed was I by him. Perhaps he will be my successor in this musical world, a boy worthy of receiving my blessing, will undoubtedly heap loads of musical talent on this world long after I am gone.

On the 7th of May in 1824, my ninth symphony was first performed at the Karntnertor Theatre. I insisted on conducting at this symphony, for I knew my years on this world were almost over, and I would probably not live to see the next decade. Of course, I was conducting completely off beat due to my deafness, and I did not know that the real conductor was sitting a little off to the side and the players were actually looking to him when looking for conducting instructions. Only months later when one of my audience members had told me about that other conductor had I known.

This "other conductor" business was not the only thing I had not known. When my ninth symphony's performance was over, I could not hear the applause. Heck, I didn't even know that my own piece was over! In fact, until ony of my soloists turned me around to face the audience to see the thunderous applause and standing ovation they gave to my composition that I wept.

However, this happiness wasn't to last. In the year of 1826, my nephew attempted suicide! WHAT AN IDIOT MY NEPHEW IS. If he had truly wanted to commit suicide, he might as well do it properly! Remember, I said "attempted suicide!" My nephew attemped, and he failed! Oh, how am I related by blood to this young idiot? Apparently, he had two pistols and a heap of gunpowder at his disposal. Yet, he failed to shoot himself in the head? HOW? I know he is not a very bright young lad, but he does have an awfully huge and empty head! I have no idea how he managed to MISS shooting himself in the head. Anyways, he missed both times he tried to shoot himself. The second bullet grazed his temple but that was it. I really do sometimes wonder whether this boy was switched at the hospital, for I myself am quite an intelligent man. Therefore, there must be no way that this genius (me) is related to this suicide-committing-idiot (Karl).

After Karl's failed attempted suicide, my other younger brother, Johann (not Karl's father who had already passed away) invited the both of us to visit him at his house in Gneixendorf to get away from the atmosphere in Vienna. At first, I declined. But Johann persistently repeated his invitation, and nagged through his letters he sent weekly. After my nephew recovered from his attempted suicide in the hospital, I accepted my brother's invitation, and when I arrived there, my brother gave me my own servant! This brother certainly knows how to treat me! Or at least that's what I thought at the time. How wrong I was! Throughout my stay at Johann's apartment, Johann continued to pick fights with me. He questioned my stay at his apartment with issues over whether I should pay rent. Johann had invited ME to stay with HIM. I would certainly not prefer to be here if he himself had not asked me! And now he's asking me to pay rent to stay in a place I didn't like? Of course I refused! Besides, that, Johann frequently argued with me over Karl's inheritance. Although I do think the boy is an idiot, I still love him! He is my nephew after all! I am a relatively rich composer, although I do not spend my money like a rich composer because I am always putting some money aside for Karl. And Johann questions my noble act of doing this! How rude of him!

Beethoven's room in Gneixendorf

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Alternate view of Beethoven's room in Gneixendorf

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All this stress from arguing with my idiotic brother added to my weak health. In these past few years, my stomach and ankles began to swell, and I had to wear a belt around my stomach to hold it in. I finished my Late Quartet Op. 130 in my stay at Gneixendorf.

It was only a few days ago that my brother and I had a horrible and terrible row where I demanded to leave the hell that is Gneixendorf with Karl, despite the fact that the open milk cart was the only transportation available. Nevertheless, my pride exceeded me, and Karl and I left that very day for Vienna which took two days to complete. I am now a very sick man, for traveling for two days in the biting frost of December was too much for me to bear.

I shall leave my entry here. For I need to soak in a hot bath to ease the terrible aching of my bones.

Sincerely,



The End: Ende

SONATE

SONATA QUASI UNA FANTASIA
Der Grafin Giulietta Guicciardi gewidmet

Komponiert 1801

c#-minor, Op. 27, No. 2: Adagio sostenuto

26 March, 1827

Ludwig van Beethoven, 1823 by Ferdinand Georg Waldmuller

Portrait courtesy of netfiles.uiuc.edu

I am near the end. I am sure of it. I know I am not long for this world. For now, I am laying on my deathbed with my closest friends at my side. Soon, my soul will be carried to heaven, and my body will be buried by my people. At the very least, although I know I am deaf, I can hear my Moonlight Sonata, dedicated to my once beloved Countess Guiletta Guiciardi. I can hear the music guiding my soul to God, and I know "I shall hear again in heaven." One of my closest friends, Anselm Huttenbrenner, and my sister-in-law are with me by my side as my play comes to a close. "Applaud, my friends, the comedy is over."

Farewell for the last time,

Beethoven's Room in 1827 by Johann Nepomuk Hoechle

Picture courtesy of brightcecilia.net

Anselm Huttenbrenner:

I am a close friend of the recently deceased Beethoven. I was with him by his bedside as the great composer passed away. In a few moments, Beethoven's soul will be guided to heaven. Alas, he was not even able to enjoy the crate of wine his publisher sent him. Only his last words, "Oh, pity, pity --- too late!", show how Beethoven was not ready to leave the world just yet. I did not wish to forget my friend in a hurry, so as he died, I wrote what I saw to commit to memory this sad day and to let others who loved Beethoven read of how he left this world. It seemed as if the world itself was angry that Ludwig van Beethoven was no longer alive on this fateful day, for the heavens were filled with thick, angry gray clouds, and lightning and thunder were seen and heard throughout the day.

At 5:45 p.m., the worst happened.

"At this startling, awful peal of thunder,

the dying man suddenly raised his head from [my] arm,

stretched out his own right arm majestically—like a general giving orders to an army. This was but for an instant;

the arm sunk back;

he fell back;

Beethoven was dead."

"Beethoven's eyes opened and he lifted his right fist for
several seconds, a serious, threatening expression on
his face. When his head fell back, he half closed his eyes
... Not another word, not another heartbeat." - Huttenbrenner 

Epilogue: Epilog

27 March, 1827

Beethoven's funeral as depicted by Franz Stober

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Franz Schubert:


I am a friend of Beethoven. One who is suffering with the most terrible grief that my dearest friend is dead. Yet, I live to tell of Beethoven's funeral procession, so his people may read of how famous and great this composer was.

I was one of the torchbearers in Ludwig's funeral, along with Carl Czerny, Franz Gillparzer, and Johann Nepomuk Hummel. This morning, Beethoven's body was placed in the Wahring cemetery, northwest of Vienna. As his friends lay his body in the coffin, a wreath of white roses was placed upon Beethoven's head, and a wax-cross and a lily were placed in his hands. His very own Funeral March was played upon his wishes at his funeral.

Tens of thousands of citizens arrived to attend the funeral procession. It is said that there were around 30,000 witnesses to Beethoven's burial! Vienna itself mourned Beethoven's death, as theaters were closed, and many nobles attended the funeral as well to pay their last respects to the greatest Classical composer of all time.

This is all I have to say, for now, I must properly pay my respects to my most esteemed colleague.

Farewell, to all who loved Beethoven.

Funeral March
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmm2k4fRUO4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAAzRhj4x1E&feature=related

Ludwig van Beethoven's final resting site in Vienna

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